The 6th Month

How is it that 26 weeks can go so quickly? When I was 26 weeks pregnant, I thought I would be pregnant forever, as it seemed that time was passing SO SLOWLY. But now that I have been a mom for 26 weeks, I cant believe that I haven't yet figured out how to slow down time. It's so hard to believe that she is already half a year old. Half a year! I can't believe how grown up she seems lately. She really isn't just a baby anymore. She is becoming a little person more and more every day. I'm amazed at how smart she is, and how such a petite little thing can have such a large personality. She has the funniest sense of humor and I just feel so blessed and unfit  to be her mother. I honestly don't know what I did to deserve her. She is seriously perfect. She sleeps though the night, she self soothes, she eat everything in sight, she rarely cries, she is ALWAYS smiling and laughing and will cheer you up in two seconds if you are having a bad day. We are constantly getting stopped in the store by little old ladies who just stare at her and tell me how she is the most beautiful baby they have ever seen! It's always so sweet, and Izzy just eats up all the attention.

We had lots of fun this last month. We love to stay busy and get out of the house. I know that she is my daughter because she gets cranky on the days that we don't get out of the house. Just like me, she gets restless staying in all day, and is just so much happier when we are visiting family, or shopping or just going on a walk around the neighborhood. I try to have fun activities for us to do on specific days so that we have things to look forward to every week. We usually stay in on monday, doing laundry and recovering from the weekend. But we will get out of the house since we usually go grocery shopping on monday. It's good, but by the end of the day we are ready for some fun. So daddy usually has tuesdays off from work so we will go out for lunch, or go to the park or something fun like that. Isabel just LOVES her daddy (as do I) so it doesn't really matter what we do on tuesdays, we are just glad that we have daddy with us. Wednesdays we are so blessed to get to spend the day with Grandma Lorri (Alex's mom). She and I go to the gym together while Uncle Max babysits, which is such a blessing to have siblings who are able and willing to hang out with my cutie. Then we just hang out and maybe run errands or do crafts or just visit and play together. I'm seriously beyond lucky to have such a wonderful relationship with my MIL. I love her so much, and am grateful that she lets us visit so often! Thursdays are basically a repeat of wednesdays, except we are at Nona & Papa's house (My parents). We love being able to see both sets of grandparents so much. Izzy is so lucky! Fridays are another day we spend at home. We do chores and play together and get all dolled up because friday is DATE NIGHT. We usually take Izzy with us since daddy loves seeing her and he just loves taking out both of his favorite girls. :) It's so nice to have a scheduled week. I'm excited for when we can add in play dates with friends and music class at the library and maybe a dance class of something fun when she is a little bigger.

This month we had Thanksgiving and we were able to go down to Tucson with Alex's grandparents that live there. Side story: my mom broke her foot at the end of October, and they were supposed to be in Vegas for Thanksgiving with my Grandma and aunts and uncles. But after my mom had surgery on her foot to reset the bones, she developed a blood clot, and was unable to fly or drive in the car for extended periods of time for fear of the clot breaking off and going to her lungs/brain/heart. So here she is, a few days before Thanksgiving and now has zero plans. Well, my amazing Mom in Law, Lorri was kind enough to invite my whole family down to Tucson to join us at her parents house. It was the sweetest gesture and was so amazing to have both sides of the family together at Thanksgiving. I LOVE that both my parents and Alex's parents get along so well. They have even gone on triple dates together (the other couple being my other sister in law's family!) Haha, it's amazing. We had a great time visiting with everyone and eating tasty food and showing off Izzy to all the family that hadn't met her yet.

Four Generations

Grandkid Christmas Exchnage

Daddy's Little Turkey

Amazed by her singing book

Four Generations, Both Sides of the Family

We finally got a handle on her weight gain this month and I think it has something to do with the fact that she wants to eat everything she sees. She gets so upset if she sees someone eating something and they don't share with her. She will grab at the food that is in front of her, and tries to get it to her mouth, a skill we haven't quite mastered. She wants to hold your cup and tries to drink from the straw. She can usually suck up a little something, but it never gets into her mouth. She loves every food she has ever tried, with the one exception of avocados. We tried them for lunch one day and she was gagging and turning her head away from me and refused to eat. But we have tried them again since that first time and she seems to not mind them. Not a favorite, but she will eat them which is nice. She likes to eat from those little fruit and veggie squeezy pouches, and gobbles them up in a matter of minutes. We are still mixing oatmeal in with all her purees so that they are more substantial and have more calories. She is still nursing 2-3 times a day, has 3 6 oz bottles a day and eat solids 3-4 times a day. This girl LOVES to eat. And it was proven when we went to her 6 month appointment. She was finally back on the charts (still only 3rd % for weight, but hey, on the chart is better than not on it) she was weighing in at 13lbs and was 26 inches tall! YAY! It was seriously such a relief when she weighed in and had gained a good amount. So the dr. just told us to keep doing what we are doing and that all is well!

Some other fun things to remember about this month:

• Izzy has started to talk and babble more and more. She is always saying da da da, and she will even say Hey Dad (or at least that what it sounds like to us ;)
• She loves to talk to herself and then she makes herself laugh. It's hilarious. We will be driving in the car and she will just be babbling away, and then she will giggle to herself. Oh how I wish I could understand her jokes. I bet she is hilarious. 
• She has started to sit up unassisted. She's still pretty wobbly, but she loves the new vantage point she has while sitting up. But she isn't a huge fan of falling flat on her face when she loses her balance.
• We have officially moved up to size 2 diapers! Technically we could still use size 1 since she isn't over the weight for that size, but we just figured it would be easier to switch now rather than get stuck with a pack of size 1 that we can't use until the next baby.
• She is now all in 3-6 month clothes! We have packed up everything newborn and 0-3 month! It was sad, but also for us it was a good milestone because it meant that she was growing! It has been fun to break out a whole new wardrobe of cute outfits. Why is dressing a little girl so much fun?
• She has this fake laugh and fake cough that are hilarious. She only does them when no one is paying attention and I think it's her way of saying, "Hey! excuse me... can someone please pay attention to me now!" it usually works... haha
• She is obsessed with her bouncer. We have been putting her in it for a while, but until recently she would just kinda stand there and look around. But now, oh man, she gets a leg work out! She bounces so hard and just has the biggest smile the whole time! 
• She has now transitioned to sleeping on her tummy. I always put her down on her back, but when I come back in to check on her a few minutes later, she is asleep on her tummy. It's adorable, plus I think it helps her sleep better when she is like that. 
• She is officially sleep trained. I can put her down in her crib while she is wide awake, but sleepy, and she doesn't even make a peep. She just goes right down. We did the CIO method and it was perfect for us, and I am so happy that she knows how to self soothe and that she has gained some independence. This has also transitioned over into her floor/play time. I don't have to be 5 inches from her side, she will just play happily alone while I get things done around the house. It's sad and wonderful to not feel needed 100% of the time, haha!

Isabel, 

I have loved being your mommy these last 6 months. Thank you for being patient with me and loving me even when I fail. Thanks for always laughing at my jokes, and saving your most special smiles just for me. Thanks for being so well behaved and making it look like I know what the heck I am doing. You are incredible and so special to me. I love you more than words can tell! 

xoxo, Mommy

The 5th Month

Well folks, we now have a 5 month old. This last month was an absolute blast! Izzy is at such a fun stage and it has been so fun to literally see her growing and learning every day!

This last month was filled with lots of activities and craziness, but if you know me you know that I wouldn't have it any other way.

We started out the month of october by going on a camping trip. It was super spontaneous, and really random for me to actually WANT to go out in to the woods for fun. But we called up our bestest friends Mark and Hope, and packed up the cars and headed north for a fun little weekend. The weather was a little fickle and even though we had clear blue skies on the drive up, almost immediately upon arriving at the campsite it began to rain. It rained steadily for a few hours, but we had brought along a canopy so we were able to stay dry and enjoy the weather. The boys were even able to get a fire going that kept us nice and warm all night! We enjoyed delicious dutch oven meals, fire popped popcorn and lots of snacks and candy. What else is camping for, if not to gorge yourself on all the tastiest of foods? We were so lucky that the rain stopped and the clouds disappeared just before the moon rose, so we were able to get a beautiful look at the stars. I'm not a huge fan of camping, but I do love star gazing. Once I was able to convince myself that we weren't going to eaten by bears (a fear of mine... dont' laugh), I really began to enjoy myself. I know that Alex enjoys camping so much, and I really would love it if it was a consistent part of my childrens life growing up. I know that Izzy had a blast, with all the new things to look at. She loved staring at the fire, and being all bundled up and snuggling with me and dad.

This month was such a fun one because it felt like every single day, Isabel grew more and learned something new. She is just getting so smart. She upped her tummy time game big time, and now if proficient at the 'inch worm' as we call it. She scootches her legs up under herself and her bum is up in the air, and then uses her chin to move forward. It's hilarious, and not the fastest way to get around, but she is definitely a lot more mobile than she ever was before.

This month was also a tough one for me. Early in the month we took Izzy in for her 4 month check up. Everything seemed fine, but they weighed her and she had only gained 3 ounces since her 2 month check up. She had completely dropped off the charts and was in the .02 percentile for her weight. She was still perfect in height and head circumference (87th percentile!) but her sudden decline in weight concerned her doctor very much. We discussed in importance of calories at this stage, and decided that exclusively breastfeeding wasn't going to be quite enough calories for my little active baby. The dr. decided to have me pump exclusively for one week, and to add some premie formula to each bottle I pumped. This would serve two purposes; one, it would let us know how much I was actually producing so we could rule out supply issues. and two, it would add calories to each meal so that she could start gaining more weight. I left that apointment feeling like a huge mommy failure. How did I not know that my baby was practically starving? There were no signs to point to a malnourished baby. She sleeps 10 hours at night, is so so happy and giggly all the time, and was always happy after each feeding. I hated knowing that my breast milk was potentially harming my daughter. Well a week went by, and I pumped all I could and felt like a very unattractive cow, and we learned that my supply was not the issue at all, I was producing enough! It was such a relief. But the problem was that even after a week of adding the extra calories, she didn't even gain one ounce, and the dr. was hoping that she would gain at least 7-10! So frustrating. So we had to go and get some blood work done and get a rectal exam and a fecal fat test done, because now they were worried that there was something wrong with her gestational tract, or perhaps with her thyroid. Getting her blood drawn was terrible. She screamed and screamed, and they barely got any blood. I again felt like such a terrible mother. Where was my motherly instinct? Why didn't I have any clue that something bad was going on with her? I hated that she had to go through all of this, and I hoped that we would figure something out after all these tests were done. That was wishful thinking, as all the tests came back negative. I was relieved that nothing was terribly wrong, but also annoyed that she had to go through all of that, and we still were no closer to having any answers. At this point, we had decided that pumping was not conducive to my life style, so we switched to doing a full nursing session, and then the next feeding we would give a 5oz bottle of formula. This worked out so much better for our busy life. It sure is nice to have a bit more flexibility now that she takes some formula, but it broke my heart that something that I tried so hard to avoid was now being forced upon me. That being said, I would do whatever it takes to make sure that Izzy is healthy,  it was just hard for me to accept. One fun aspect of all this was that we got the go ahead to start Isabel on oatmeal cereal and fruits and veggies. She absolutely LOVES eating. Her first bowl of oatmeal was just one huge party. She was smiling and grabbing at the spoon and holding her mouth open between bites and says "ahh-ahh!!" as if to say, "hurry up mom, you're going too slow!!". We love feeding her, and I haven't found a food yet that she doesn't like. Her favorite is probably pears. But she loves sweet potato, banana, green beans, applesauce, carrots and prunes! So after all the craziness and tests and stress, we figured that she just has a crazy fast metabolism and since she has always been small and then became so active, she was just using more calories that she was consuming. So with the addition of 2-3 formula bottles a day, plus 2-3 meals of oatmeal and fruit/veggie and still nursing 4 times a day, I can tell that she is starting to put on some weight. You can't see her ribs and spine like you could before, and her little thighs are getting so squishy and yummy. and she have officially grown out of everything newborn sized. She is wearing all 0-3 month sized clothing and even most of her 3-6 month clothes are starting to fit! It's nice to have some cute new outfits to put her in!

Some other fun things that happened this month were my moms birthday! I always teased her that I would make her a grandma before she turned 50! I made that happen, so I had to do something special for her BIG day! I had talked to my dad a few weeks before her birthday and suggested that we do a surprise party! I was incharge of all the planning and my dad just helped everything actually come together. It was so fun and I could totally rock being a party planner! Mom was SO surprised, I really don't think she had any idea!

We got to celebrate Izzy's first Halloween. We toyed with so many different family costume ideas, and had lots of cute potential ones. But all in all we decided that since Izzy isn't actually going trick or treating this year, we would rather not spend lots of money on matching costumes. Plus, my mom saved my first halloween costume, and I had it in storage. And since she was able to fit in it, I couldn't resist letting her dress up in the same costume I wore 23 years ago! She was the absolute cutest kitty cat ever. And in order so semi-match her I decided to do a little fun make up and be a mommy cheetah cat. We went to our little ward trunk-or-treat and had a blast showing her off. 

 Here is a picture of my grandpa holding me on my first halloween, and then a picture of her grandpa holding her on her first halloween! I love it so much!!

This month had so many highs, and a few lows. But over all, this month has been so much fun. A few things I have loved:

• The way you have started grabbing your toes and munching on them and it's just too cute for words.
• Izzy, you're daddy loves for so much. He tells me almost daily how much he loves being your dad, and I can't even believe how much I love it. You're dad loves cuddling with you, and feeding you, and even when he changes your diaper he doesn't complain! I got lucky to have such an amazing person by my side to parent you, and you my dear, really lucked out with the best daddy there is. 
• You sleep 10-11 hours at night now! Every once in a while you will wake up around 5:30 to nurse and snuggle for about 25 minutes but then you go right back down. It's wonderful. I feel so blessed to have such a great sleeper.
• You basically laugh at everything. I can constantly make you smile, and you think everything is funny. I love your sense of humor.
• You love to drink from a straw. Grandma Deb will put a tiny bit of her drink in the end of a straw and hold on the end so that there is some suction, and then you love to suck on it and get a little treat! 
• You have also started doing this hilarious little fake cough, and it kills me. It's so funny. It almost seems like you do it when you know that we aren't paying attention to you, and you want us to stop what we are doing and give you all our attention! It usually works ;)
• I didn't think it was possible, but you love baths even more it seems. you love it when we let you float on your back, with your ears in the water. I bet you love how it sounds. You also have learned how to kick your legs and splash the water. And of course you think it's hilarious!

 Iz, you are the sweetest little girl in the whole world, and I couldn't possibly find the words to really explain how much love I feel for you.

love, mommy